| So, lately, I've been really calm and quiet. I feel pretty emotionless. I'm now a senior in high school. I really want to graduate and get out of this mess. I've come to the realization there's no need to try to make someone like me. I don't NEED everyone's acceptance and friendship. I feel like this is a good positive step, but because I'm still in high school, nobody gets it. No one needs to get it really, and I don't want to be everyone's friend, but it's nice to have a couple friends to fall back on. I'm losing that. I'm a lot more independent, so I'll manage. I'm balancing Macomb classes, high school classes, volleyball, and work. I work one day a week now due to volleyball. It's stupid. Volleyball's unfair and I don't like it anymore, but there's only two weeks left. woot! I'm really excited to get out of high school. I want to just focus on the future so these next few months will breeze by. Let's hope that happens :D
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| i'm so busy.
i want to be able to just sit at home for an hour.
but i can't. I always have to do something.
and i'm wearing out.
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